Thursday, January 15, 2009

Hello...

Hello,
Well I decided to start this new blog becuz its used among more of my friends than my other blog...so here i am....guess i should prolly write a little about myself so that who ever decides to read this can understand some of my future entries...
For starters i am originally from the sunny state of florida and i just recently moved to upstate new york. It was a very random decision as i was up here for a wedding and decided to not go back home. But since being up here life seems to have taken on a whole new meaning for me. Back in florida i really had no worries or responsiblities or much of a life either. Since random move though i have gotten a job and even made some friends whom i must admit life would be very boring without even if they do annoy the shit outta me. lol
If anything i feel that the trials that i have gone through since being here have taught me many life lessons...and i think i have definetly grown in character since being here...back in florida i was pretty anti-social and could careless about anything...my one goal was earning money enough to get myself to england...:)
Now though I find myself actually enjoying the company of people my own age and interacting with them a bit better than i used to....most of the people i was around before were all my parents friends and therefore way older than me and i think it made me age mentally a little more than i should have...so now i am trying to get back the mentality of a 21 year old and trying to enjoy life more...thanks to new friends that i continually find myself relaxing and not taking life so serious....as well i am also trying to learn how take the bad more depressing times better instead of taking it all hard i am trying to shrug it all off...and just ride the wave of life and see where it takes me....i just hope it doesnt kill me first lol.....
All I know that i want from life is to be happy, have good friends, and a good guy to share it with...so far i have happiness and good friends for the most part...As for the good guy part I think that might take a little longer seeing as i only know of one good guy that i would even think of sharing life with....and sadly he aint even here :( plus i made it my new years resolution to be completely single for the next year so i guess thats one way i will be sure to keep it lol unless he visits me lol....
Yeah so I guess thats all that really matters about me and my life...theres more to come eventually...
-Good Night-
Angel